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everybody that has me on their friends list, put my new name on there, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) __losinghope thanku <3
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[21 Aug 2004|03:24am] |
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will someone please explain to me the full meaning of emo?
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[20 Aug 2004|11:50pm] |
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ok well me and ian left his house and we went to see if his friend was home? then some other people i dont remember there names. then we went to this kids house.. i think his name was tom? and we chilled there for like 10 minutes. then me and ian left and went to kevins. zac and some kid jesse were there. i dont think hes a sk8r?? anyway, i walked in and kevin goes "hey hot girl" then kevin said zac was talkin about me? but he wouldnt tell me what he was sayin. then we all went to kevins room and played video games. well, the boys played madden. i bit ians nipple and it got all red. im sorry lol. i made ian tell me if my one boob was bigger than the other but he said theyre the same size lol i have boob problems. well, then me and ian left and walked to the bus stop and sat there for about 20 minutes because we left too early. bus ride was boring again. some guy tried talking to me? it was um, very interesting. then i got to nesh and my mom picked me up then i went home got changed and waited for kevyn, danny and johnny to get there. then they picked me and anna up and we went to blockbusters to get a movie and anna and kevyn went to the dollar store to get popcorn and chips. we got "13 going on 30" and "my boss' daughter" then we went to dannys and watched movies. we had a pillow fight. i got whacked in the face by kevyn, it hurt. then we went to an empty parking lot and danny let anna drive. she can park! wow! then he let kevyn drive, didnt last long but it was fun. then we went to kevyns and yeah now were here. chillen. i think were leavin soon?? dorneys comin soon!! its gonna be so much fun. haha danny did a jumping jack and completely whacked his hand into the ceiling thing lmao. anna put dannys shorts on and they were down to er ankles haha. anna and danny are exercising?? its um, disturbing. they say its not funny but dannys weird like that. he so sexy lmao. i insulted my pimp. oh god now their doing crunches. but dannys verry bad at that. mm cookies. ok well im gonna go, exercise lol. what fun. ians bein scumbaggy. everytime i ask him to come over he goes "well i dont know ill call u later" and if i ask him if he wants me to come over he goes "yeah" wtf? ok well um, ill write tomorrow. laterr <33
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[20 Aug 2004|02:38am] |
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woke up around 7:30, got changed. walked to the mall to catch the bus and some fat dude next to me wouldnt stop starin. scary. lol then these two mexicans were sittin behind me on the bus and i turned around and the one blew a kiss at me. i dont get why mexicans are so scumbaggy they go after teenagers and their like, 40. then i got on the 127 it was boring. i got about 20 pages of my book done today so thats cool. then i got off the bus and faggot driver made me pay extra? so i dont know if i have enough money to get home but me and ian walked to his house and we chilled in his room. no were here. he has some cool popcorn thingy lol. so amazed. anyway im leavin here around 5:30 and then my moms pickin me up from neshaminy and getting anna from work then danny, kevyn and johnny are pickin us up and were going to blockbusters to get movies then were goin to dannys and piggin out. so it should be fun. anna goes out with ryan now. i had to talk to kevyn for about an hour last night because he was takin it out on danny and danny had no advice for him on what he should do. i think i helped a little bit?? haha last night was so funny. me and my mom were sittin on the couch and she was sitting on me and we fell over onto the floor and i was sittin on top of her and i licked her face and she started rubbing my butt and then i told her my one boob is bigger than my other boob. hahahaaaaaa. it was great. ok well ill go. laterr <33
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[19 Aug 2004|10:37pm] |
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got offline, watched family guy for an hour. then i cleaned and got in the shower. steph stopped by to give me my stuff and me and meg went to the library to pay for my books. then we went to the store and went home, ate some chicken wings. went w my parents to go look at houses in croydon. came home, got ready, went to the mall. i saw kanaan on the way. i walked past em and he goes "matt loves u" i was like "okay!" then i got to the mall, i bought 2 thongs. ones a cherrie one and ones a colorful rainbow one. im going to ians tomorrow. he wants me to meet nathan. and then i dont know what were doing. just remembered i need to take off work august 30th cause im goin to dorney park w anna, danny and kevyn. this sucks, i have to get offline in 5 mins cause my moms bein gay and i want to talk to michelle and ian. i just now realized that when i move i wont be able to see any of my friends from ohio anymore. im gonna cry. i miss them so much. ok well thats it. laterr <33
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[19 Aug 2004|01:33pm] |
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wow im so verrry tired. woke up to anna running around. ryans here. we had pancakes!! mMm. didnt get any sleep last night. talked to ian till about 3 then i called him at 4 and we talked for a little. then me and megan stayed up till 7:30 in the mornin. i was supposed to meet steph at 10:30 but i was too tired. she might run them by later on after work. i asked ian to come over tomorrow, but he probably wont because he wont take the bus so he has to find a ride here. angel wants to hang out today with that guy from the pet store, so i might go chill with them. oh boy so much drama between anna and kevyn i dont know whats going on between them anymore. steph got in trouble at home again, dont think shes aloud out. hopefully she is because i wanted to hang out today. oh and before i forget, laura, was ur cell turned off? i called but it said it wasnt in service. --ok well im gonna go get in the shower or watch family guy or somethin. laterr <33
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| my daddy |
[19 Aug 2004|12:26pm] |
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im so upset. i was just reading my sisters journal and i found out my daddys sick again. and i didnt even know about it. he might have to go to the hospital again. i get so emo when hes sick. i worry about him alot. i just hope hes gonna be okay. i love u daddy!
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| my sexy wednesday lol danny |
[19 Aug 2004|12:07am] |
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yeah so i woke up at four. im mad, i wanted to have my book done today bc i keep getting in trouble for it. so damn sick of it. see im getting in trouble now. oh boy. well i read some of my book when i get up. then danny picked us up around 7 and we went to home deopt to get the extra key to his house and we were supposed to pick steph up because she wanted to go but she got in trouble. so we went to the mall and danny was gonna get his ear pierced but their so pathetic. they wouldnt let him get his ear pierced cause he has to be 18 but he has his drivers liscense. how gay is that? well then me and anna and danny went to walmart to get steph minutes then we picked kevyn and johnny up from the mall and we went back to dannys sexy house. lol and we watched the family guy marathon. we missed an hour of it though but kevyn taped it at his house. then we watched what was left of swimfan on tv and then we left and kevyn picked up the tape and then danny dropped us off. and then i got yelled at some more. and blah blah blah. i dont know. whatever. im out. laterr <33
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| so this is how my tuesday went.. |
[18 Aug 2004|12:49pm] |
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ehh, so, what do ya know? i get up at 8, run to the mall to catch the bus. completely out of breath. and i miss it. so then i called my dad and he couldnt leave work till kelly got there so i walked home, ate and read some more of my book. then my dad came home around 10:30 and was gonna drive me to neshaminy to take the bus but just ended up taking me to ians house. i got there around 11, walked upstairs and andrew, zac and drew were stretched across the floor sleepin. so me and ian just chilled. then they woke up and we chilled all day. then me and ian left around 6:30 so i could go catch the bus, we stopped in some store and this old guy was checkin me out. discusting. bus ride was boring. not to mention that i was the only one on the bus, and it was verrrry cold. got to nesh around 7:45, picked up my work schedule. im workin monday and thursday and im on call sunday. then danny, anna, kevin and johnny picked me up and we went to franklin mills. chilled in the food court. i ran into steph before we went into the movie. she forgot my shit again god damnt. i wanna wear it. movie was great. i saw i,robot. loved it. then we left and now im here, at home. going to bed cause im tired and i have no one to call. maybe i should read my book?? hmm. ok well laterr <33
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[17 Aug 2004|12:54pm] |
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dannys here!!
bout time he moved to philly
laterr <33
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[17 Aug 2004|01:06am] |
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ehh, woke up around 1:30. my computers fixed again. thank god. lol duno what id do without one. got online for a little bit. i walked down to jacquis. she gave mike a mohawk but he said he wasnt keepin it because hes not the skater type. it looked nicee tho. then i went home cause she was on her way out. read some of my book./ library called and bitched about it. oh well im not done it so they wont get it back lol. then angel called around 5 and wanted me to go to the mall so i met her, bill and aj up there. then we met steph. it was fun. we ran into so many people we knew. and this kid was flirtin w angel and he got er number. then she punched bill in the stomach but very lightly and he threw er on the ground and i think he broke her big toe. its swollen. well it was when my mom looked at it. omg stephs friend tone is fucking hot as hell. lol. ill give u props steph for what u did to him. lol. i ran into chris that i worked w. but he quit. and laura told chris hanratty i think hes cute. oh laura chris gunther was askin for u at the mall today. anyway then we walked to my house and just chilled for 20 mins till her dad came to get them. then around 11 or whenever me and anna walked to kevyns. we jus chilled there w him, danny and dannys lil bro johnny. tomorrow im goin to morrisville to ians house. it should be fun. then im takin the bus to nesh and dannys gonna pick me up and were gonna go to the mall then were gonna go to dannys sexy house afterwards. cause me, danny, kevyn, anna and johnny are goin to the movies tomorrow night. i think were seein i-robot around like 10:30? its always fun when dannys here. hes me and annas pimp. its sexy. lol im usin ur word danny i like it. annas my new lover haha good times. anyway im out. laterr <33
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[16 Aug 2004|01:55am] |
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so uve heard about my saturday. oh boy that was so much fun. when i get a scanner im gonna put my pictures up. theyre hilarious. well anyway yesterday i woke up around 1, i was so tired. then i got ready for work and left. its funny, alot of people at work just noticed my hair now, after a month. cause i dyed it. well work was exhausting yesterday. we were so busy. everybody was singin "lean back" haha. then on our way home.. me my mom and meg were lookin for houses around my dads work. couldnt find any. then we were on i95 and megan dropped her shoe out the window. dont ask. so we went back and i ran out and got it. boy that was an adventure. then i went home and i was lookin for somethin to wear because i was supposed to be going to this modeling interview type thing but no because my mom said its a scam and she isnt takin me. so much for following my dreams. so i have nothing to do today, once again. then chris called me and we were talkin. we tryed to go to the movies but that didnt work out because he was at steves and steve wasnt aloud out. but this was at 10:30. then i went to bed. now im here and im happy because my comp works again. woo. i found out ryan shade likes me?? oh boy. another. ok well im gonna go call people and see what theyre up to. going to ians house tomorrow with amber. hope its fun. laterr <33
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[14 Aug 2004|07:46pm] |
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welp, me and steph didnt end up going to ians house. we woke up, went to the bank. then target. i got a hello kitty watch. yess!! then we went to the bus stop and i called ian at 11 and he was sleepin so we drove home. then me and steph went home and we got online. then around about 1 we went to kfc. and then to the mall. i found all this cute stuff for when we move. were movin next month i think? i saw shawn there too. i havnt seen him in god knows how long? and i saw josh and andrew. and katie melanson. i met her bf, hes okay. so we saw this sorta slow kid in fye and he said hi so we said hi back and then he followed us through the whole mall. we got two 4sheet pics taken and 1 keychain. i luv em lol. then we walked to walmart and that kid followed us again. so we ran lol. then we went in aspens and i found this cute fishnet shirt, so i got it. and then her dad picked us up. and she got a cell phone. finally. now im at my dads work on the comp cause my new comp is broken, already. im out. laterr <33
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[14 Aug 2004|08:46am] |
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oh boy im so tired. i set my alarm for 8 instead of 9 and i couldnt fall back asleep so im here. blah.. so tired, fallin asleep. i have to go to the bank w my mom in like, an hour. then shes takin us to target i think so i can get minutes then i think shes taking us to the bus stop. me and steph are gettin on the bus around 11:30 or i think its 11? so we'll be at ians at 12/12:30 and he better be up!! ryans online, but he has his away message on. meg was talkin to him las nite. their comin labor day weekend. woo. me and my mom tryed hookin up my scanner last night and its broken. so we have to buy a new one. i want pictures damnt!! steph said when someones sleepin, you can talk to them and theyll talk to u back.. like madd secrets they dont want anyone to know. so she went up to megan and was like "megan do u wet ur bed?" and she woke up. haha and we couldnt stop laughin and now shes not going back to bed. ok well im gonna go finish gettin ready. laterr <3
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[13 Aug 2004|05:29am] |
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i dont think im goin out tonight. i might sleep over stephs house. we finally got our new computer. its windows xp. so its alot faster. thank god. anyway, i think im goin to morrisville w steph tomorrow. oh shit i forgot angel wanted me to sleep over tunite. frans gf is sleepin over too. shes really pretty. well i duno. i have to finsih my book. but i dont feel like reading so i might go get somethin to eat. ooh i called chris d and i finally got a hold of him and he goes "no u called me?" lol i dont know.. so we were jus talkin and i forgot to ask him about the avenged sevenfold cd. oh well ill ask him next time. laterr <33
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| yesterday and today |
[12 Aug 2004|10:46pm] |
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yesterday i went to the mall with steph, ian and his friend kevin. hes a skateboarder that listens to all rap, which is verry odd. lol. well anyway, it was fun. we jus walked the mall. haha he walked in and ian ran and jumped on me. i almost fell over. well we were in boscovs chillin on the couches and some chick came up and yelled at us. then 4 more chicks yelled at us. then some dude. so kevin was on the vibratin chairs. and he got pissed cause it wouldnt work. haha hes such a dueschbag they werent plugged in. then steph left a little after that and matt met us up there. and he was bein so frikkkkin ignorant to ian and kevin sayin they were startin shit and he was gonna backhand em. i was like "w.e shut the fuck up" hes so ignorant to all of my friends. so were in a fight now. well anyway about 10 mins after matt got there.. me, ian and kevin went to my house to play pool. it was fun. they left, i walked em to the woods. my mom called me a skank cause im gettin w ian and i dont even go out w him. i was like so that dont make me a skank. anna got w brett and she dont go w em. frikken loser then angel slept over las nite. we played cards alot lol then we went to bed. then today, me and angel got up at frikken 7:30 to go to her school for some orientation thing till 10. which she didnt even have to go to. then we went to mcdonalds for breakfast. then we went to my house and called ian. and then we walked to franklin mills, took the bus to neshaminy. and i went to get my check. and they werent out yet. so we went back to the bus stop and caught the 127 to morrisville to go to ians house. it took a fuckin hour from the 127. so we eventually got to ians house. chilled in his room for a little bit. i saw his skate video. hes good. then we hung out around his neighborhood. i got ignored. then he acted like everything was fine. i was like fuck it. i ddnt care. then we left, my mom took us to get my check. then we went to the mall to meet jeff and ryan. cause me, angel, anna, jeff and ryan went to see "the little black book" it was good. oh steph was there too. lol sorry i forgot about u for a second lol. u better ask ur mom. anyway, then angel was cryin cause she has something wrong w her in her stomach and she wanted to go to the hospital. so i dont know if she was goin tonite but i wanted to go with her if she did. but idont know i have to call her wen i get up tomorrow to see what happened. i found out aj goes out with that fucking skank ursula lookin bitch. haha. shes so unbelievably ugly. ryan and justin are comin up soon from the mts. awesome. another night without megan woo hoo. she slept out last night too. duno whats up for tomorrow?? laterr <3
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[10 Aug 2004|09:00am] |
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worked from 10:30-6. it was so boring. we had maybe 20 people an hour. couldnt wait to go home. mortage guy was supposed to come to our house today cause we want to move and he canceled. little shit. lol, and our water heater broke. so darron and billy and my dad are sittin downstairs fixin it. angel called me earlier. she wants me to sleep over but im goin to lunch w stacey tomorrow. then around 4 im goin to the mall with steph and ian. hopefully ian can get a ride there. i cant wait, it'll be fun. haha megs such a loser. shes bein so skankky lately. i cant stand her wtf. im outt. i have to go read my stupid summer shit.
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[10 Aug 2004|08:58am] |
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oh boy ok well steph came to the mountains with me. we got to gregs around 5. we were jus chillen. then at night we went to the cemetery with Justin, ryan and all their friends. it was so much fun. i kept scarin the shit out of ryan. haha we were walkin to the cemetery right? and the road people go 55 miles down and we were all in a single file doing a conga line. it was grrreat. then we got back to the house and their friends left so me and steph chilled w the boys. it was fun. then sunday we chilled w the boys again. we did other stuff in between but you know. i dont really feel like typing a whole lot. im tired. lol. we played sports. haha omg me, steph, justin and ryan took a walk and we found this sticky ball plant thing. and we were throwin it at eachother. and ryan got it stuck in my hair so i threw it in his hair and wrapped all his hair around it and it got stuck and i felt so bad. it took like, a half hour to get it out. then we listened to music in there room till 1 and then went to bed. then the boys left i duno what night. i duno im confused. well anyway then monday we went to pizza hut, i got so stuffed. then we went to gregs bakery then back to the house. i got mad at steph cause she was bein stingy. then we left his house around 9. now were home. --* did you ever like the same guy as ur best friend and ur best friend ends up getting him in the end? yeah, well, that always seems to happen to me. i dont know why. but it sucks really bad. oh and chris d called me saturday and i dont know why?? hmm. welp, im gonna go. im really tired. laterr// <33
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